The Nature of Wax - 20 Massage in 2 Months (Massage #15 continued)

In the prior post, before talking about Massage #15 with Aiden, I was described a startling neurological event (or SNE, for short).  This SNE mimicked a small seizure and occurred during shamanic dreaming.  I received some insight into the SNE during the Massage #15. 

For myself I have made the decision that barring a clear and present danger, though trepidation there may be, I will stay on my spiritual path.  In situations like a SNE, this commitment means exercising emotional self-restraint.  It means being aware of risks while abstaining from feeding fear.

Fortunately, I have options and the lack of medical research into the connection between neurology, physiology and the SNE is therefore surmountable.  I will work to self-heal.  I will have opportunities to do this because the SNE has recurred since the workshop.  It has recurred outside of dreaming.  

As Providence would have it, the first of Aiden’s intuitive messages was helpful in developing a self-healing technique to deal with the now recurring SNE.  While intuitive healing messages may come in the form of easily read words flashed in the mind they just as often come in symbolic images or pictures that must be deciphered.  The process of deciphering these symbols can be great fun.  It also gives clues about the healing technique to be used and how the technique will work.  Any healing energy suggested for use in messages can be applied to the symbol of energy or illness – like brain wax - though in actuality it is applied to the health or life issues itself.

During Massage #15 Aiden described the nature of wax and how it responds to temperature. He noted that when cold, wax is rigid.  When warm it becomes fluid and therefore can be moved or removed. 

This was a clue.  In my world view, fire is the element of spirit.  The SNE occurred during a spiritual exercise I feared – at least subconsciously - was not safe if only in terms of the social challenges it could bring.

Putting all these messages and information together, since Massage #15 I have used a shamanistic technique of applying a small and gentle flame to the SNE when it has occurred.  As I feel the wax melt I breathe in deeply and affirm that the spiritual process is safe and that no harm will come to me from engaging these gifts. On the exhale I flush the melted wax from my brain.  Each time the SNE symptoms release fully and quickly.  As with the numbness in my right arm and massage, I hypothesize that the SNE will dissipate over time with the use of this technique.

(for more, see next post)